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I blush like no tomorrow. I like mountain dew, writing, and sleeping. I'm bitter; but I try not to be. Fall is my favorite season(: I love being able to wear multiple layers, and my uggs.I always contradict myself. One day I will be up, the next I could be down. I don't know who I am. I only know my faults and mistakes, but for once, I'd like someone to tell me all the wonderful things about me that I cant see..if there is anything at all. All I know is, I'm going to write my heart and soul out one day. The end.

Oh and I'm Hiba.
dear you, who is no longer in my life;
by nkpanter
Age: N/A  Sex: F

259 Entries
# Entry Date
1 i used to have a heart. 03/12/2008 03:29 GMT+2
2 I want to show you I can live without you. 01/12/2008 01:36 GMT+2
3 Can you take me back to the person I used to be? 29/11/2008 03:04 GMT+2
4 HAPPY THANKSGIVING! 28/11/2008 08:59 GMT+2
5 If love is surrender, then whose war is it anyway? 26/11/2008 12:58 GMT+2
6 i was wrong, this is everything.it is,i know it is 24/11/2008 01:20 GMT+2
7 ¢¾ Run away, you're losing sight 22/11/2008 04:02 GMT+2
8 And Such is Life 19/11/2008 03:30 GMT+2
9 & I'm sorry I'm not what you prayed for. 18/11/2008 02:48 GMT+2
10 asdfghjkl;[picss] 17/11/2008 02:03 GMT+2
11 I know ... There's no room for me in your heart 14/11/2008 04:13 GMT+2
12 Nothing about life is good anymore. 13/11/2008 01:17 GMT+2
13 ♥ But we lost ourselves 10/11/2008 02:58 GMT+2
14 ♥ This love has taken its toll 08/11/2008 01:51 GMT+2
15 who the fuck has freedom? 07/11/2008 07:01 GMT+2
16 ¢¾ For some moments in life, there are no words. 04/11/2008 10:03 GMT+2
17 ¢¾ I'll never be perfect, for you 02/11/2008 05:23 GMT+2
18 Because tonight will be the night I fall for you 31/10/2008 03:38 GMT+2
19 ¢¾ I've got my heart set on you 29/10/2008 11:56 GMT+2
20 ♥ Don't phunk with my heart 28/10/2008 02:48 GMT+2
21 ♥ A bed of roses? Or daisies? 27/10/2008 03:00 GMT+2
22 ♥ Midnight bottle gonna drink it down 26/10/2008 03:29 GMT+2
23 sleep forever. dreams. a love story. 25/10/2008 07:49 GMT+2
24 ¢¾ Singing my life with his words 24/10/2008 04:33 GMT+2
25 It's time i said my last goodbye 24/10/2008 03:23 GMT+2
26 ♥ Of all women in the world 23/10/2008 01:32 GMT+2
27 you know me, you know me not 22/10/2008 05:59 GMT+2
28 Cry, Cry, til the sun shines baby... 21/10/2008 06:25 GMT+2
29 I never got over it;I just got used to it 20/10/2008 07:21 GMT+2
30 ♥ I'm a baking disaster 18/10/2008 03:53 GMT+2
31 We were always never. 16/10/2008 03:10 GMT+2
32 ♥ Where to party tonight? 15/10/2008 12:12 GMT+2
33 It`s Now Or Never.. 13/10/2008 12:01 GMT+2
34 It's time to be a big girl now 12/10/2008 10:37 GMT+2
35 I Could Watch You Dance for Hours 11/10/2008 02:45 GMT+2
36 In the midnight hour She cried more, more, more 09/10/2008 07:30 GMT+2
37 There's no blame for how our love did slowly fade. 08/10/2008 11:19 GMT+2
38 happiness, sadness, depression 07/10/2008 06:35 GMT+2
39 alone. wondering. why. [listen.] [cry.] [fuck...] 06/10/2008 04:20 GMT+2
40 with me There was no awkward silence¡¦ 04/10/2008 03:50 GMT+2
41 Don't be sad.Everything happens for a reason. 03/10/2008 03:55 GMT+2
42 the most awkward silence, ever 02/10/2008 06:20 GMT+2
43 To Write You 30/09/2008 04:42 GMT+2
44 some fantasies have the pain of being realistic. 29/09/2008 03:18 GMT+2
45 It's funny how things (don't) work out. 27/09/2008 02:45 GMT+2
46 The forbidden fruit tastes the sweetest. 26/09/2008 11:57 GMT+2
47 Life has no fairy tale ending... 24/09/2008 08:54 GMT+2
48 Blah blah blah 23/09/2008 03:23 GMT+2
49 He had eyes bright enough to burn me. 22/09/2008 01:34 GMT+2
50 Now; i've said too much. 20/09/2008 08:51 GMT+2
51 Musical memories[Thinking out loud] 19/09/2008 03:07 GMT+2
52 I'll hold you 'til it's over; 18/09/2008 03:38 GMT+2
53 Feverish. Sick. Hopeless. Shit.. 17/09/2008 11:36 GMT+2
54 Sometimes I look cold, just so you'll hold me. 16/09/2008 03:33 GMT+2
55 you've never listened to her whole heart 15/09/2008 12:24 GMT+2
56 WTF is going on !!!!!!! 15/09/2008 05:50 GMT+2
57 Late night ramblings of an upset mind. 13/09/2008 05:10 GMT+2
58 I love you with all my heart .. dont forget that . 12/09/2008 03:58 GMT+2
59 I long only to be held and care for... 11/09/2008 02:35 GMT+2
60 I'm scared to open myself up completely again. 10/09/2008 09:42 GMT+2
61 Letters from the Heart 08/09/2008 03:07 GMT+2
62 ...i'm not that same girl anymore 07/09/2008 11:27 GMT+2
63 Dear you… 06/09/2008 05:30 GMT+2
64 [Unless I'm feeling your heartbeat.] 05/09/2008 05:03 GMT+2
65 Lover I Don't Have To Love 04/09/2008 03:57 GMT+2
66 Why do you do what you do to me baby? 03/09/2008 03:55 GMT+2
67 Frankly, my dear, I don't give a damn. 02/09/2008 03:10 GMT+2
68 She's Always a Woman 01/09/2008 04:02 GMT+2
69 Don't ever give up on love 29/08/2008 01:46 GMT+2
70 and when you wake up, everything is gonna be fine 28/08/2008 01:47 GMT+2
71 Everything is far away from me. 27/08/2008 04:04 GMT+2
72 Thinking out loud 26/08/2008 02:03 GMT+2
73 I've been searching. 25/08/2008 07:41 GMT+2
74 Unattainable Peace 20/08/2008 11:45 GMT+2
75 the single life sucks. 19/08/2008 04:18 GMT+2
76 too much noise 18/08/2008 11:10 GMT+2
77 You Will Be My Ain True Love 16/08/2008 01:27 GMT+2
78 maybe that's a lie. 15/08/2008 01:56 GMT+2
79 I am alive. 14/08/2008 12:50 GMT+2
80 The 101 on choosing not to speak. 09/08/2008 03:51 GMT+2
81 remind me with lossless memory 07/08/2008 10:50 GMT+2
82 & She's her own worst enemy. [wedding pics] 06/08/2008 08:30 GMT+2
83 I cant spell it out for you 31/07/2008 03:43 GMT+2
84 hates the sound of goodbyes made.... 28/07/2008 11:57 GMT+2
85 This world is destroying our youth.[pic] 25/07/2008 05:11 GMT+2
86 Hope of Forever 24/07/2008 04:59 GMT+2
87 Dreams of you 23/07/2008 03:38 GMT+2
88 To love again... 22/07/2008 04:06 GMT+2
89 I dont want to wait for you to see through me... 21/07/2008 01:44 GMT+2
90 No, this isn't the end of the world 18/07/2008 02:40 GMT+2
91 escape into summer [pic] 14/07/2008 12:50 GMT+2
92 BetterDays Ahead 12/07/2008 08:16 GMT+2
93 It's never too late to be who you might have been. 09/07/2008 02:51 GMT+2
94 Tell me how Im suppose to breathe with no air[pic] 08/07/2008 01:09 GMT+2
95 You deserve to be happy 07/07/2008 10:54 GMT+2
96 check this ! 03/07/2008 12:39 GMT+2
97 & Take my heart, rip me apart 02/07/2008 01:41 GMT+2
98 we are all only human. 01/07/2008 01:54 GMT+2
99 So long, my luckless romance 30/06/2008 12:27 GMT+2
100 & All's fair in love and war. [pics] 29/06/2008 12:21 GMT+2
101 You're My Little Secret 26/06/2008 02:29 GMT+2
102 For ... with love.. 22/06/2008 02:49 GMT+2
103 you could be happy 19/06/2008 02:20 GMT+2
104 The heart is happiest when it beats for others. 17/06/2008 12:56 GMT+2
105 & Beautiful melodies tell terrible things 14/06/2008 01:30 GMT+2
106 Beating hearts baby....... 12/06/2008 02:39 GMT+2
107 & it hurts. Its love. 10/06/2008 11:58 GMT+2
108 & you can't feel the bottom anymore 06/06/2008 02:10 GMT+2
109 ... 04/06/2008 03:01 GMT+2
110 Scared to Death of Death 02/06/2008 01:40 GMT+2
111 H I B A <3 31/05/2008 02:05 GMT+2
112 & she seems to be happy.. 28/05/2008 02:04 GMT+2
113 NO ONE knows. 27/05/2008 11:32 GMT+2
114 Nothing's absolutely definite till it's gone 25/05/2008 05:04 GMT+2
115 what happened to that *promise*? 24/05/2008 12:27 GMT+2
116 & Just another [regret].. 20/05/2008 08:18 GMT+2
117 Make me believe again. 15/05/2008 12:54 GMT+2
118 another sleepless night... 12/05/2008 10:25 GMT+2
119 N/A 11/05/2008 03:58 GMT+2
120 Beirut & will always BE 09/05/2008 03:48 GMT+2
121 LETTING GO...AND STARTING OVER 08/05/2008 07:50 GMT+2
122 The world may change, but my heart never will. 07/05/2008 10:47 GMT+2
123 M'aimer pour qui je suis 06/05/2008 12:08 GMT+2
124 Part of the beginning of a lesson learned? 05/05/2008 02:39 GMT+2
125 ♥ The greatest joys in life 04/05/2008 04:08 GMT+2
126 ¢¾ Now tell me your secret 02/05/2008 12:18 GMT+2
127 [Kindness] 01/05/2008 08:10 GMT+2
128 quiet before the storm 30/04/2008 02:03 GMT+2
129 Just Give Me a Moment... 29/04/2008 04:33 GMT+2
130 Your sweetest dream, your worst nightmare... 28/04/2008 04:05 GMT+2
131 HoldmeTight && [Never] LetGo 27/04/2008 12:31 GMT+2
132 SincerelyxMex <3 15/04/2008 09:49 GMT+2
133 im forever yours..faithfully. <3 08/04/2008 12:57 GMT+2
134 no one sees the real me... 07/04/2008 12:50 GMT+2
135 Secretly, I think you're afraid 06/04/2008 12:51 GMT+2
136 ...and you reminded me tonight that life goes on. 05/04/2008 02:42 GMT+2
137 ready for a new start!<3 =]]. 04/04/2008 01:15 GMT+2
138 I wish I was 03/04/2008 01:03 GMT+2
139 Sorry seems to be the hardest word 02/04/2008 01:39 GMT+2
140 Just Crank It Up, Let Loose, Dance...Listen... 01/04/2008 03:05 GMT+2
141 IDontWantToHearAnythingFromYou 31/03/2008 11:33 GMT+2
142 The NOTEBOOK is LOVE. 30/03/2008 04:26 GMT+2
143 MDD.MINE. 28/03/2008 05:01 GMT+2
144 im dying to explain my heart toyou <3 27/03/2008 12:44 GMT+2
145 Open your eyes..!+Girls only...CUTEş 26/03/2008 02:49 GMT+2
146 Reflection 25/03/2008 12:20 GMT+2
147 tear drop in my teacup 24/03/2008 10:00 GMT+2
148 & Parce que c'est toi 23/03/2008 05:21 GMT+2
149 Promise me..Tomorrow starts with you<3___ 23/03/2008 05:03 GMT+2
150 Every Second Passed.... 20/03/2008 12:40 GMT+2
151 Tell Me How im supposed to breathe with no air¢¾¢¾ 19/03/2008 12:28 GMT+2
152 never let me forget.♥♥ 18/03/2008 12:33 GMT+2
153 "Dancers are the athletes of God." 17/03/2008 03:31 GMT+2
154 See the Way.. 16/03/2008 02:59 GMT+2
155 'Cause baby girl's a queen.. 15/03/2008 02:31 GMT+2
156 happy...sad... happy... sad 12/03/2008 12:35 GMT+2
157 You Don't Really Wanna Mess With Me Tonight 11/03/2008 12:23 GMT+2
158 How soon is now?+{pics} 10/03/2008 09:55 GMT+2
159 Note To Self : I Lost You. 09/03/2008 07:50 GMT+2
160 AlwaysStayStrong..Survey!! 08/03/2008 09:28 GMT+2
161 Amazing day =) 07/03/2008 12:16 GMT+2
162 What HurtsThe Most... 06/03/2008 10:40 GMT+2
163 Smile....what's the use of crying... 05/03/2008 11:52 GMT+2
164 Lost in this world! 04/03/2008 01:33 GMT+2
165 Its heavy, and it hurts and its love 03/03/2008 11:47 GMT+2
166 Sanctity in the documentation of my thoughts 02/03/2008 09:07 GMT+2
167 somebody's someone 01/03/2008 12:24 GMT+2
168 SCREAMING FOR SILENCE+[{edit;Happy birthday mom}] 29/02/2008 12:54 GMT+2
169 &&We'll never make another memory. 28/02/2008 03:24 GMT+2
170 Divorce letters loooooolş 27/02/2008 02:52 GMT+2
171 Deepest Secret 26/02/2008 01:52 GMT+2
172 i do whatever the f*** i want!!!! 25/02/2008 02:50 GMT+2
173 ♥ Cos I'm made out of glue 24/02/2008 03:16 GMT+2
174 Dear those few who would even notice, 23/02/2008 02:00 GMT+2
175 beautyinthebreakdownn © ©© (falling) 22/02/2008 02:27 GMT+2
176 scarsneverfade~~ 20/02/2008 09:34 GMT+2
177 Making Love Out Of Nothing At All <3 20/02/2008 03:36 GMT+2
178 ¢¾ More than words 19/02/2008 10:01 GMT+2
179 Medication and Death, Hand in Hand. 18/02/2008 01:47 GMT+2
180 When I'm Gone 17/02/2008 07:34 GMT+2
181 Somethings and nothings. 17/02/2008 02:42 GMT+2
182 You were mine 16/02/2008 12:10 GMT+2
183 To my MDD;; with love <3 15/02/2008 11:58 GMT+2
184 je t'aime Babe +{piczz} 13/02/2008 12:41 GMT+2
185 Huggin' and a kissin', dancin' and a lovin' 11/02/2008 02:27 GMT+2
186 Alone on valentine {pics} 10/02/2008 05:03 GMT+2
187 Going semi-private 09/02/2008 09:08 GMT+2
188 ....!! 09/02/2008 08:52 GMT+2
189 This is....... 07/02/2008 11:57 GMT+2
190 Damn boy, I get high on your smile. 04/02/2008 01:37 GMT+2
191 » _____ I`m never giving up on you<3 02/02/2008 02:15 GMT+2
192 Don't forget me 01/02/2008 04:16 GMT+2
193 Long Distance Love © 30/01/2008 04:30 GMT+2
194 lifesbrokenpromiseshurt 28/01/2008 03:18 GMT+2
195 Myspace 27/01/2008 07:28 GMT+2
196 One Moment 26/01/2008 03:35 GMT+2
197 i wish i could escape from the word<3 25/01/2008 11:22 GMT+2
198 Broken ♥ 24/01/2008 02:19 GMT+2
199 Secrets..+[[edit;;Heath ledger R.I.P]] 23/01/2008 01:29 GMT+2
200 foreveralwaysends 21/01/2008 01:26 GMT+2
201 Breathe, Just Breathe 17/01/2008 10:59 GMT+2
202 i dont want anyone but you. 16/01/2008 02:07 GMT+2
203 make_me_smile_4ever <3 15/01/2008 12:49 GMT+2
204 Promises ^__^ 11/01/2008 02:09 GMT+2
205 Need & want 09/01/2008 04:23 GMT+2
206 Depressed, much? 07/01/2008 01:32 GMT+2
207 Let go of the past ¢¾ 06/01/2008 07:40 GMT+2
208 Randomly Beautiful × 05/01/2008 10:08 GMT+2
209 Knockin On Heaven's Door 03/01/2008 09:41 GMT+2
210 Confessions!!! 02/01/2008 10:16 GMT+2
211 ~¢¾~Happy new year~¢¾~ 31/12/2007 04:52 GMT+2
212 A text can tell..! 30/12/2007 05:09 GMT+2
213 && i will always <3 you 28/12/2007 04:38 GMT+2
214 The tragic case of Megan Meier: Internet Revenge 27/12/2007 12:43 GMT+2
215 Dare you to move ___xxox 26/12/2007 02:17 GMT+2
216 && she's deeper than you think.. 25/12/2007 01:14 GMT+2
217 All I want for Christmas...<33 24/12/2007 04:09 GMT+2
218 Delightful Christmas__<3 23/12/2007 02:26 GMT+2
219 rescue__me 22/12/2007 05:01 GMT+2
220 Bloodyhell ! behh 22/12/2007 04:49 GMT+2
221 Nothing much to say.. 19/12/2007 06:48 GMT+2
222 i heart you with all of me<3 ¢¾ 18/12/2007 01:53 GMT+2
223 Let me dream__xx<3 16/12/2007 06:10 GMT+2
224 Would you brave losing everything? 14/12/2007 12:23 GMT+2
225 How far would you go for love? 12/12/2007 04:33 GMT+2
226 Is it meant to be?..<3 11/12/2007 03:30 GMT+2
227 It's time for me to move on..[piccies] 09/12/2007 12:16 GMT+2
228 Nevergotmychance!! 07/12/2007 03:03 GMT+2
229 Good day,ended in a bad way 05/12/2007 02:20 GMT+2
230 Thingschange&friendsleave.lifedoesntstopforanybody 03/12/2007 01:19 GMT+2
231 Trust your self a little more! 02/12/2007 03:37 GMT+2
232 Isn't He the sweetest? xDD 01/12/2007 07:31 GMT+2
233 Steal my heart all night 29/11/2007 01:21 GMT+2
234 xoxixheartxyouuxox 27/11/2007 11:48 GMT+2
235 what's wrong with me? 25/11/2007 01:14 GMT+2
236 I'm gonna be with you forever---3 24/11/2007 09:58 GMT+2
237 im still inlove withyou.watshall ido? 22/11/2007 12:52 GMT+2
238 Miss my friendss): [[[picss]]] 19/11/2007 10:33 GMT+2
239 wanna be like those skinny models!! 17/11/2007 02:41 GMT+2
240 Rest in peace my friend 16/11/2007 10:38 GMT+2
241 If you go away! ♥ 13/11/2007 01:59 GMT+2
242 Beautifully Created <3 09/11/2007 12:49 GMT+2
243 Went to a party Mom... (So Touching !!!)ş 06/11/2007 04:53 GMT+2
244 Happy memories <3 04/11/2007 04:37 GMT+2
245 Worried,Lost && confused.. 31/10/2007 03:40 GMT+2
246 Much better <3 + pics (poem Child Abuse) 28/10/2007 06:50 GMT+2
247 Bloody Hell ! 25/10/2007 01:44 GMT+2
248 And Life Goes On !! 24/10/2007 02:02 GMT+2
249 To my ex bestfriend & ex Boyfriend.+pics. 21/10/2007 05:26 GMT+2
250 Why are u doin this? :-( 18/10/2007 04:50 GMT+2
251 ~*Breaking free*~ 16/10/2007 05:29 GMT+2
252 New hair cut!!! and update plz help by commenting 12/10/2007 04:56 GMT+2
253 ~To every Girl~ 10/10/2007 02:14 GMT+2
254 True friend... 10/10/2007 02:09 GMT+2
255 ..Sad Quotes..+update 07/10/2007 04:21 GMT+2
256 I'm in deep sh*t :(+pic 04/10/2007 07:12 GMT+2
257 I miss you Darling 28/09/2007 10:23 GMT+2
258 Letter to ...,wish u know how much i love u 25/09/2007 07:10 GMT+2
259 Lying To Forget (picss-s) 19/09/2007 02:46 GMT+2

 
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